Sat down to write my blog after eons. Feels really feels hollow when i think of the Olympian title i've given my blog and after a delectable post #1 .. like a lousy moron deprived my blog of even a spoonful of attention. Gallons of credit to my stagnant mind which decided to give its cogwheels some undeserving rest.
Life is going on like it always has ...a slow bittersweet nightmare, punctuated by silver flashes of reality, like a huge convex mirror magicked to life, focussing on every epic failure hung across the hallway of memories. My humanly connections have no more synapses, just dying degenerated poles devoid of senses, Yet like all good things come to an end..not everything on the platter looks pale & gloomy ..life has much more to offer ,underneath every rock that crushes my stumbling steps, lies a nugget which revives my raw, torrid desires to get back with a bang, the pebbles strewn across my path are none but the elusive ambers i have been relentlessly searching..n all i need is to wipe off the grime & let it gleam......Auriferous dawns melted into glistening twilights,
And i found myself stranded on hostile sands---
Wary of returning to the caravan lest i be deprived of my solitude..
At times my moments of defeat failed to scar the warrior within,
I vowed to fight my only nemesis (me).
Outstretched arms which always waded in the swamps for a companion,
Glassy eyes that shied away from the piercing beacon
Life rolled on..
..like a rebellious dice , borrowing rotten luck but not my pristine skills,
A half written hymn, some broken quills
A flickering lamp , edging away from the gnawing dark,
bruised by the briars, like the fabled golden lark
Fluttering wildly, with all my gumption,
'coz somewhere beneath the quicksands of futility
Lies the touchstone that says Redemption.
